I’m feeling a bit nostalgic at the moment. It’s been a tough year for me. I’m hoping 2010 will bring some new, exciting and good things. I’ve had a lot of fun, my health has been a bit dodgy, and I had a long term relationship go down the drain when I wasn’t looking. I travelled overseas for my brothers wedding, met some amazing new people, and realised that my life back at home wasn’t that great.
So I end the year single, still struggling with my health, and contemplating/making some very big changes in my life. Some have already happened, some are in the pot cooking away waiting to happen early in the new year. The big thing is, I’m making decisions and going through with them. Not just sitting back hoping things will get better. I’ve had that attitude for too long. I have no idea how I expected things to get better if i wasn’t changing myself.
Full of great ideas, that never happened, cause I was too lazy, stubborn, or caught up in the every day existence to put any effort towards them. So things stay the same. Not any more.
I’m in Wollongong today ready for a family Christmas. I’m actually looking forward to it this year, as it’s Riley’s first one (my brother & his wife has a baby boy this year) and want to see the look on his face. I’m also looking forward to seeing all my old school friends on boxing day.
So…
MERRY CHRISTMAS to you all. I hope all your hopes and dreams are fulfilled this holiday season, and if they aren’t that you are moving towards them.
The one thing we are all to rejoice in, is ‘we are still here’. Any day above ground is a good day.
hugs
Adz
